S p e a k NO E v i l
Pass It On.
“ I feel I've come to realise
How fast life
can be compromised.
I can't believe,
this has happened to you.
Stand back
You'll see.
The blue sign
greets the beginning
marks the end.
Every beacon brings a new thought
The path of reckoning, of judgement.
Reflection only weighs steps.
How did that occur to me?
Let it be.
If its not you, its me?
I'm not sure where I should begin.
Its just a game and I'm following the same.
Your cold touch brings remoteness
to the crevices of my gut.
Passive resistance.
Tug of war.
Deceit incorporated.
Do you really mean it?
Never have I given so much
And ask for so little in return.
I'll never need
what you never had.
Impossible is an option
from a world too small.
For you to challenge.
+ Fate fell short this time.
Your smile fades in the summer +
”
Can't Take My Eyes Off You.
“ + And if you feel like I feel
Please let me know that it's real. +
Part of me,
won't agree.
I don't know if it's for sure.
Suddenly
I don't feel so insecure.
You're doing it again.
Taking me to the stars and back.
How could I have missed it.
The screaming signs of Red.
I'm sorry I ignored it.
I'm sorry I misread it.
Disillusioned.
It may not be as big as you would want
but it'll be all I can give.
+ Like indecision to call you.
And hear your voice of treason.
Will you come home
and stop this pain tonight?
”
Invictus
“ OUT of the night that covers me,
Black as the Pit from pole to pole,
I thank whatever gods may be
For my unconquerable soul.
In the fell clutch of circumstance
I have not winced nor cried aloud.
Under the bludgeonings of chance
My head is bloody, but unbowed.
Beyond this place of wrath and tears
Looms but the Horror of the shade,
And yet the menace of the years
Finds, and shall find, me unafraid.
It matters not how strait the gate,
How charged with punishments the scroll,
I am the master of my fate:
I am the captain of my soul.
-- William Ernest Henley
”
Disparity Quotient.
“ Are you feeling alone?
Too much, too little.
You win some, you lose some.
Playing with the thought.
Questioning your ability.
I could easily leave.
Yet you wouldn't even notice.
Victim of my own doing.
Wasteland of broken hope
Festering in your neglect.
Impossible is not a fact.
Impossible is an opinion.
”
Reconcile.
“ It's a chinese high production
This I'm pretty sure.
Great
to be back in the past.
Quality time.
Sort of.
Until fatigue took over.
It low efficiency.
I'm still in doubt.
Day by day analysis:
optimistic.
Adrenaline.
Uncle Tan the man.
How long do you think
euphoria takes to subside?
Inside my sinner's mind.
It is sanctum.
Warped illusions.
Have you ever had such thoughts.
Would you want my two cents?
”
Runaway.
“ No reason why
Just another reason to die.
I'll leave when I wanna.
Leave me alone.
”
Surplus Crap.
“ You're socially handicapped.
Victim of conversation paralysis.
A tumour in your humour.
No, its not us.
It's you.
Stop trying
you
desecrate the sanctity of the room.
you
are simply not being yourself.
Bane of the everyday
Don't assume your position.
Can and will snap one day.
You just make matters worse
putting us in positions
we never wished to be.
Making demands we wished
we could refuse
Irritant.
It's obviously not hilarious.
Stay away.
Attention-seeker.
”
The Final Interlude.
“ Another momentary high
plunges to yet another low.
There's this feeling inside
that tells me
I'll never get out of this phase
in a long time to come.
It's amazing how
one night
cast everything back into doubt.
Your actions spoke volumes.
I'm sensitive to every movement.
Makes matters worse.
For you?
Just me.
But you never realised.
I believe
you never will.
Harold's words were
all but jolting.
Never in my wildest thoughts,
would it have been you.
No, I'm sorry.
I won't see you
in the same light again.
The darkness of your past
has come back to haunt you.
++ Hello there, the angel
from my nightmares
the unsuspecting victim
of darkness in the valley
Don't waste your time on me
You're already the voice
inside my head ++
”
Hit Or Miss.
“ All I want to do is get high.
It happened again today.
Another sign.
I'm all the more confused.
Sian ah.
You are what I never could be.
And I am pretty sure of that.
Have you always wondered,
the story everybody has behind them?
Before you judge me,
walk a mile in my shoes.
Give me dope.
If it makes me more awake.
”
Monkeybone.
“ The worst day ever:
1) Everybody deserted.
2) Gloomy weather.
3) Wrong timing.
4) Financial doldrums.
Why did I even sign up.
Hope
and a rush of blood to the head.
That was a smashing smile.
Good job.
How the hell did you find out?
Yesterday was the worst day ever.
Tomorrow won't be better.
You don't miss your water till the well runs dry.
”
Fire at Will.
“ I'll buy you a diamond ring
my friend.
If it makes you feel alright.
I'll get you anything
my friend.
If it makes you feel alright.
'Cause I don't care too much for money
Money can't buy me love.
Take what I will give.
Ain't nobody owe me no nothing. =j
Tomorrow is tuesday.
I'm fixing a hole where the rain gets in
And stop my mind from wandering
Where it will go.
”
