S p e a k NO E v i l
Cure For The Itch.
“ How can I be
the only one
without a smile
on my face?
Everything's come and gone
somehow
yet it feels
as lonely as ever.
Maybe more.
I felt the anger
change me.
The oceans are peaceful.
I'm moving forward at full pace.
The wind in my hair
and the sun on my cheeks.
Yet I'm still not the most content.
I wished you'd pay closer attention
And me, less.
I don't need a lot
but I promise
I'll give everything I could.
He sits there all the time not knowing why.
and he might just read this.
not realising
that its simple
not meant for his eyes.
The unwelcome visitor in my life.
”
Walk This Way.
“ How can it be
I'm still the only one
crying?
To move on
to carry on?
Would you care to guide the way.
When all you have to say
has been said.
You await the moment
when the emptiness inside
can be whole again.
Tis so intangible
yet overwhelming.
It's simply incredible.
”
Project X.
“ Happy Days.
A fringe of rushes -- one green line
Upon a faded plain;
A silver streak of water-shine --
Above, tree-watchers twain.
It was our resting-place awhile,
And still, with backward gaze,
We say: "'Tis many a weary mile --
But there were happy days."
And shall no ripple break the sand
Upon our farther way?
Or reedy ranks all knee-deep stand?
Or leafy tree-tops sway?
The gold of dawn is surely met
In sunset's lavish blaze;
And -- in horizons hidden yet --
There shall be happy days.
-- Mary Hannay Foott
Life exists endless potentials.
Like they say
Impossible
is but a big word
thrown around by small men.
I will not live my life in
If Only-s
To D & R
This one's for you.
Good men always come to good ends.
If the O is big, its Ok.
So its just a matter of perception.
The stronger the tide.
The harder you row.
And paradise will be within reach.
To rest your tired soul
And taste the sweet honey of effort.
Will you take my hand?
I promise to take you
to Neverland.
”
My Color TV Set.
“ + When you wake up here tomorrow,
things will never be the same.
'cause you won't change
and I won't wait.
And we might always be the same.
But I'm gonna get through today. +
If you were a melon.
I will be your juice! :)
Uhh. Yeah! Hahahaha.
”
The Music Of The Night.
“ You alone
can make this song
take flight.
In the dark
It is easy to pretend.
Dare you trust
The Music Of The Night.
Don't despair.
you're at the beginning
Close your eyes
start a journey
through a strange, new world.
Leave the thoughts of the world
you know Before.
Close your eyes,
let the music set you free.
Only then
can you belong to me.
”
Sound Concurrence.
“ When paths cross,
Lives change.
A crossroad I have reached.
Paths ahead I bear no vision.
I promise I will come out
A Better Man.
How would you feel
to commit your all,
but be let down.
And you know
its not your fault?
The next few days I shall see
where I shall tread.
If you will come with me.
It might be the worst of situations.
But you seemed to have made
the best of it.
I hope you know,
Its hard for me too.
Ronald, you're the man.
The knight in shining silver.
Glimmer of dark sea skies
to guide all seamen way.
+ I do know
where you go.
Is where I want to be. +
”
Conflict of Interest.
“ I'm not sure
what to say
tonight.
You changed.
How can you live with
the ignorance
yet still smile?
My patience dwindles.
My interest wanes.
Your callousness
the blatant disinterest
cut me the deepest.
But you'll never know.
Because I've been
taken for granted.
I seek happiness
in the disappointment
that is YOU.
Why do I still try.
Tonight was wrecked with mistakes
I'm sorry, guys.
I'm ashamed of myself.
How I saw the moment in the wrong light
Yet you all forgave and forgot.
This week,
I know who
will stand by my side.
It could be them.
It might not be you.
as much as
I would love to.
”
Hits and Misses.
“ Every once in a while
you come across somebody
you know you'd be happy with.
But
you hesitate
wary of the hazards
you watch as she passes you by.
Fade into the distant past.
You watch, Helpless.
I'm sorry, man
you tried your best, I know.
but its so close yet so far
Maybe its not an end for you
but a new beginning.
At least with someone
less strong?
He didn't seem very much affected.
Maybe he's gotten over it.
Maybe inside it cuts deeper
than we could ever see.
But in him I see a me,
the story of a lonely guy.
There comes a time,
when every man has to do
what a man has to do.
And now I know
What I Must Do.
If the O is big,
It's Ok. =]
It would be you.
Too?
”
Been And Gone.
“ + Her soul slides away.
But don't look back in anger
I heard she say. +
Did I mention
that I set my mind to it.
Just yesterday?
But now I'm not too sure
Is it me
or
Is it you?
My mind's all blurry
Reality has failed me.
Numb to all rational thought.
So now I see,
the best man doesn't win.
It's true
Nice guys finish last.
Your smile, my last shelter
your eyes, where I seek solace.
So please,
don't stop smiling.
I'm sorry if I stare
but its comforting to know
you're just there.
Maybe
Impossible
is something.
+ Suddenly
I'm not half the man
I used to be.
There's a shadow hanging over me. +
”
The Simple Life.
“ " The board is set
The pieces are moving."
Can you feel it coming.
I can smell its approach.
When it comes
doubt will cloud you.
I can't deny
what I believe.
Yet I am
a skeptic myself
too.
But trust me
Fear not.
Pay no heed
to the nay sayers.
I assure you
your faith in me
will keep me going
will keep us moving.
Now I know its you.
The light shines upon
the road ahead.
Fat is better than skinny what.
Right?
I came so close
now I'm left behind
seething.
licking my wounds
in painful sorrow.
Its a lesson to be learnt.
Battle on home grounds awaits.
I wait and see
what fate shall bring me.
YOU are the force
that burns in me
Whatever may come.
”
Penny Is Poison
“ Once love is unanimous
No order demands.
In this life
I've always been playing catch up.
How is the view from the top?
I'll never be like you.
If I told you
Would you refuse
Watch me crash and burn.
You're never wrong
You'd just keep moving on.
My apologies
I fell into the trap you set
I'm sorry.
The day is gone
It's cold
I walk alone as you fade out.
+ Don't wanna
think about you
think about me
Don't wanna
figure this out. +
The score for today:
Top frag 10 : Zero Hero 0
You were part of the statistics.
You seemed happy,
with him.
+ Starving the love of the marvelous
I am the penny to the previous +
”
Mad Season.
“ Watch
oblivious, indifferent.
My life lay
wasted.
Mellow sounds of bass,
ring through the vast emptiness of thought
devoid of hope
wary of feeling.
Uncertainty grips me.
this choking fear.
Do you have any idea,
how the flood of regret
brings you down
to the infernos of Hades.
Tomorrow I will struggle against
the hindering tide of fearsome backwaters.
I would just need a bit of your time.
Could you spare just a slight moment
for me.
please.
+ I need you now
Do you think you can cope? +
to realise
to understand.
How I feel.
Shadows of my time
struggles of my life.
You are the reason.
+ I'm bleeding and broken
though I've never spoken.
I've come undone. +
”