Eye Of Your Mind.
“ The days go by
and the harder it gets.
You know the tide's turning
Against you.
But as One you know you're
Helpless.
It just gets stronger
The immense struggle inside.
The tug-of-war that nears
a point of stalemate.
Somehow
you ask yourself
but could never understand why.
The one thing that can make you so happy,
Is also the same thing that makes you so sad...
”
The Tired.
“ As Ah Hee would say it.
"You control the tired,
Don't let the tired control you."
I'll think about that.
Thank you, Law.
It should keep me entertained.
So it has come to be
This confusion and uncertainty
You know you can do without both
Yet any other time.
Its either/or.
Sometimes the words are just
really hurtful.
but you know that its really
yourself.
being too sensitive.
So I've been doing really stupid things
That ought not to be done.
But I still push forward no matter the cost
And hope I won't regret.
One day a song will be written about me
And people can learn
and not follow.
There's too much to say
Without a channel to let out.
And it just grows inside.
Festering.
But this time round
I walk alone.
in the crowd.
Nobody knows why.
Times just keep on slipping.
”
Epilson Caste.
“ This vacation's useless
These white pills aren't kind
I've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
I miss the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
And slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
I've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
The days have come and gone
Our lives went by so fast
I faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
Where I laid and told you,
But you sweared you loved me more.
Those notes you wrote me
I've kept them all
I've given a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
With every single letter in every single word
There will be a hidden message about a boy that
loves a girl
Do you care if I don't know what to say
Will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
Will I shake this off, pretend its all okay
that there's someone out there who feels just like me
There is
”
