Suck A Lemon.
“ Wonderful it feels
to be on the winning side.
Yet when the music stops
you know you're not the winner.
When you've reached the deep end,
relegated to the lower divisions
it is just a long way up.
Too long.
+ Its true the way I feel
was promised by your face.
The sound of your voice
painted on my memories.
Even if you're not with me
I'm With You.+
”
By Myself.
“ If I
Turn my back I'm defenseless
And to
Go blindly seems senseless
If I
Hide my pride & let it all go on
Then they'll
Take from me 'till everything is gone
If I
Let them go I'll be outdone
But if I
Try to catch them I'll be outrun
If I
Am killed by the questions like a cancer
Then I'll be
Buried in the silence of the answer
I ask why,
but in my mind
I find
I can't rely on myself
Don't you know
I can't
tell you how to make it go
No matter what I do
How hard I try
I can't seem
to convince myself why
I'm stuck on the outside
I can't hold on
To what I want when I'm stretched so thin
It's all too much to take in
I can't hold on
To anything watching everything spin
With thoughts of failure sinking in... ”
Wisdom and Jelly Beans.
“ What you did today was low.
You were a thief then
and you're still very much a thief
now.
You were the teammate
that never was.
Today
the beginning
of a new season.
I shall meet you again.
but I will no longer respect you
as an opponent.
and I will pull no punches.
Today
the end
of a partnership.
I will never have
seniors
like the ones I had
like the ones I have.
5 years is a long time
so much
more than just a team.
more than what I expected of you all.
Jiaqing - JinYi - Gabriel
The Girls - The Guys
TCHS Air Rifle Team 03-04
”
Take The Orange Pill
“ After I give birth
I'd really like to keep my figure too.
I know you've changed.
the energy is shifting
while the enemy takes its place.
You can't see it coming
but I won't tell you
I was never your ally
You never let me.
Scarred by your betrayal
Lost
in the struggle
that bore so much hope.
Reaped so little.
Only you can salvage something
amidst your indifference.
Would you?
Pushed against the wall
Rush of distress
Pressed into my chest.
I hate my time.
I hate everyone else's more.
I'm not horrible.
I have a heart
of a little boy.
In a jar on my desk.
Pain gave me
something I could set my sights on.
”
